Let's see. Right now my 13 year old is inpatient at a mental health facility for several reasons, mainly for trying to commit suicide. This is her 4th inpatient stay in 4 months, so they are looking into residential long term care for her. I am heart broken. I can't imagine living without her for months, or longer.
Meanwhile my 10 year old daughter is suffering with her own demons. She is bipolar and severely depressed. We haven't been able to find the right med combination for her after years of trying. We just changed her meds again yesterday, and she's been super nasty all day. I doubt there is any relation, but who knows.
It's killing me inside to see my beautiful daughters suffer so much. I cry at least once a day, usually many times a day, because there is only so much I can do for them. They have therapists, plus the in home family therapists each, plus their psychiatrists, and their case managers .
I'm at a loss. Drained. Tomorrow is another day
